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~winkie77
Sydney
Artist
United States
LEO
Name: Sydney :3
Age: 15
Race: many things lol
Sexuality: BI and proud ▼
Music: A7X, evanescence, 3 doors down, three days grace, linkin park,breaking benjamin, epica, evansblue, hinder, nickelback, puddle of mud, radio head, seether, tapping the vein, my chemical romance, the misfits, memphis may fire, of mice and men, rasputina type o negative, sixx:A.M., theory of a deadman, within temptation, good charlotte, switchfoot, birthday massacre,eminem, AC DC, angelspit, black veil brides, bullet for my valentine, chevelle, emilie autumn, jack off jill, marilyn manson, metallica, the offspring, papa roach, queen, saving abel, and a helluva lot more that i can't even remember :)
Interests: Reading, swimming, videogames, writing, music, horror movies, drawing, making people mad, annoying the annoying people at my school, invader zim, hanging with friends, getting on dev art!
*PLAUGE RAT* DEATH BAT *
(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
ಠ_ಠ Put The Table
(ಠ益ಠ) BACK
┬──┬ ノ( ゜^゜ノ) sorry

------♥♥-----Put This
----♥♥-♥♥----Ribbon
---♥♥---♥♥---On Your
---♥♥---♥♥---Page If
---♥♥---♥♥---You're
----♥♥-♥♥----Against
-----♥♥♥------Animal
----♥♥-♥♥----Abuse.
---♥♥---♥♥---Thankyou

Love Is Love
♂ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♀ + ♂ = ♥

I'm sorry if I,
CRY too much..
SMILE too big..
LAUGH a lot..
SING in the car..
CUT my wrist..
DANCE in the rain..
SLEEP on the floor..
TALK too loud..
TRY too hard..
But just remember I'm me, not you.

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (all the time)
[x] I have many scars. (waaay too many)
[x] I tan easily. (actually yes)
[] I wish my hair was a different color. (i love it the way it is)
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo (i wish)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.( and apparently i'm...dating him. or so he says...)
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] Biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[] I've stolen something from my job.
[] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles
[] I’m a vegetarian
[] I’m a vegan
[] I was a vegetarian/vegan at some point

Traveling
[x] I've rode over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (now that was interesting)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (pissed off the people in the elevater tho)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (many times. u deserve it, its gonna happen)
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving. (I want too)
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (hehe XD it was fun)
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace/facebook
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night. ( i love doing it)
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (yupp)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested. (almost)

Drugs/Alcohol
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. ( its not that bad)
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. ( about 7actually)
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. (tho people think i have depression)
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. ( i try not too)
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic. (will never happen again)
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. ( and when i did my mom thought i was on drugs)
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. ( many, many times clinical term i suppose is cutter)
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying. ( not at all, its comforting)
[] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide ( many times actually)
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (its my baby! ;A;)
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. ( looove that store)
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap. (uh, no)
[] I own something I got on eBay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie. (still a no)

Random
[x] I can sing. (well at least thats what people say)
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I swear regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a grammar nazi.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I like sports but not that much.
[x] I twirl my hair. (only when talking to people i like, its a nervous habit)
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. ( i can't help it)
[] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. ( i like it, don't know if its 'good')
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, red or blue (red and blue)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love. ( i actually do NOT like love, it sucks)
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts. (oh god i saw one ;0;)
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (T.T i hate people who try and tickle me)
[x] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces. ( but i wont remember your name)
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] All of those are answered honestly.

Current Residence: Texas
deviantWEAR sizing preference: large
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal
Favourite photographer: Jonny S.
Favourite style of art: Anime, Manga
Favourite cartoon character: hmm, Mae from avatar
Interests
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: if i burn (emilie autumn)
  • Reading: secret circle
***Avoidant personality disorder***
[x] You have low self esteem.
[] You have a fear of embarrassment that results in avoidance of new activities.
[x] You retreat from others in anticipation of being rejected from them.
[] You have a preoccupation of being rejected or criticized in social situations.
[] You yearn for social relations yet you feel you are unable to obtain them.
[X] You have created an imaginary world for yourself to escape your loneliness.
[X] You often appear self-involved and unfriendly to others.
Score:4


***Paranoid personality disorder***
[x] You usually shift blame to other people.
[x] You are very distrustful and rely more on yourself than on others.
[x] You search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others.
[x] You're consumed by anticipation of betrayal of friends/families/etc.
[X] You are quick to challenge loyalties of friends and loved ones and try to avoid close relationships.
[x] You often appear cold and distant to others.
[] You tend to carry long grudges.
Score: 6 .-.



***Borderline personality disorder***
[x] You are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger.
[x] You'll often take your anger out on yourself by injuring yourself or you even attempt suicide.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Your relationships with friends/family/bf/gf are quiet unstable.
[X] You are quick to anger when your expectations aren't met.
[x] You're very impulsive.
[x] You think in black and white terms.
Score: 6



***Narcissistic personality disorder***
[ ] You take advantage of others.
[] You require excessive praise and admiration.
[] You have a lack of empathy.
[] You exaggerate the things you did so others see you as superior.
[] You are picky with choosing friends since not everyone deserves to be with you.
[] You have a grandiose sense of self-importance.
[] You make a good first expression but you have difficulty maintaining long lasting relationships.
Score: 0


***Schizotypal personality disorder***
[X] You were told that your mannerisms or appearance is odd or eccentric.
[X] You believe you have an extra sensory ability or that an unrelated event relates to you in some important way.
[x] You were told that you have a odd way of thinking or that your speech patterns are difficult to follow.
[x] You often appear shy, aloof, or withdrawn to others.
[x] You have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time.
[x] You seek isolation from others.
[x] You have feelings of anxiety in social situations.
Score:7


***Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder***
[] You are overly focused on orderliness and perfection and not very flexible.
[x] You tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture.
[x] You avoid making decisions because you fear making mistakes.
[] You often have difficulty expressing emotions.
[X]  You avoid working in teams, believing others are too careless or incompetent.
[X] You aren't very generous with your money or time.
[X] You set unreasonably high standards for yourself and others, and you tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. (Just for myself, not ususally for others)
Score: 5


***Antisocial personality disorder***
[] You lack remorse for harm done to others.
[] You tend to steal, lie or have other criminal behaviors because you believe your victims are weak and they deserve to be taken advantage of.
[x] Your decision-making is rather impulsive and irresponsible.
[] You are much more concerned with your own needs than the needs of others.
[] You don't care about the feelings of others.
[] You are usually very aggressive.
[/] You disregard the safety of yourself and others. (The safety of myself.)
Score: 1.5


***Histrionic personality disorder***
[] You NEED to be the center of attention.
[] You dress or act provocatively in order to get attention.
[] You are overly-dramatic and your speech is theatrical.
[] You exaggerate friendships.
[] You are manipulative.
[] You think everybody loves you.
[] Your emotions change rapidly and are shallow.
Score: 0



***Dependent personality disorder***
[x] It's very difficult for you to make decisions.
[X] You might cling to people because you fear losing them.
[X] You have bad thoughts when someone rejects you.
[x] You often feel helpless and/or depressed when you're alone.
[/] You get deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval. (Depends if I really care about your opinion.)
[x] You're really submissive.
[ ] You jump from relationship to relationship.
Score: 5.5


***Schizoid personality disorder***
[] You don't show much emotion. (I'm very emotional.)
[x] Your interpersonal skills are weak.
[x] Some people call you a 'loner'.
[x] You don't seek relationships with others and prefer to be alone.
[/] You don't show a need for acceptance and attention and you are unresponsive to praise or criticism.
[x] Your desires are low.
[/] You often appear to others as remote, aloof, humourless and unengaged.
Score: 5


ANOREXIA:
[] You have dry skin.
[] You eat one meal.
[] You're very weak.
[x] You hate yourself.(always)
[/]You starve yourself. (its a cycle)
[x] You have low self esteem
[ ] You use laxatives.
[X]You need to be more skinny.(its not a more or les thing its a NEED)
[] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[] People think you are too skinny.
Total: 3.5


ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER:
[x] Your mind is all over the place.
[x] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You can't cooperate well.
[/] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 4.5

BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[X] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[/] You are very irritable.  
[ ] You are antisocial.
[X] You have very high self esteem sometimes.
[/] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. (Used to do drugs)
[x] You have thought of, or attempted suicide.
Total: 4


BULIMIA:
[] You throw up all of your food.
[] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] You have no control over how you eat.
[] You use laxatives.
[] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0


CONDUCT DISORDER:
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[ ] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans or animals.
[ ] You have raped or molested someone.
[X] You destroyed property on purpose.
[x] You always lie.
[ ] You stay out all night.
[ ] You have ran away from home
Total:  2


DEPRESSION:
[x] You are always sad. (Not anymore)
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed or around the house all day.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[X] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school.
[x] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
[ ] You have ran away from home.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 7


OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER:
[] You have daily rituals.
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[X] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[] You are afraid you will get an std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[X] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 4


POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER:
[x] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[X] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[x] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be or are antisocial.
[ ] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[/] You act younger than your age.
Total: 7.5


SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[X] You often have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[X] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[X] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex. (Most relationships with males are difficult, or with younger people or older people or people my age... why dont i just say i have difficult relations.....)
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[/] You are very shy.
[X] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 7.5

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*co0kiem0nstr May 5, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you for the fave!
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:iconwinkie77:
no problem XD
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*JustBeFantastic May 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Heey! I just came across your page AND I have a question to ask yaa!

Would you be willing to vote for me? Its an art competition, and its national! it would mean SO much if you did!

here is the link: [link]

All you have to do is log in, click terms and agreements, go back to my drawing (it should be in the most votes section) and theen click VOTE!

Thank you SOO much if you do! i would really appreciate it hehe !

Have a good day dear!
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~Croix-de-Trefle May 5, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank's for the fav of: HELP ME
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:iconwinkie77:
no problem, I really liked the concept for it!! XD
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~Croix-de-Trefle May 6, 2013  Student Digital Artist
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:iconhowcouldyoudothat:
Thank you so much for the watch, it means a lot to me cx
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:iconwinkie77:
No problem! I love your gallery :)
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Thank you for the llama! :icongivegetcent-danceplz:
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:iconwinkie77:
haha no problem, its an awesome page you have, nice idea XD
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